Saturday, February 12, 2011

Vamlumtime's Day? Kay....

I need to rant...

I'm really not looking forward to V-Day. I have no problem with those who like Valentine's Day, but personally my aversion to it is that I've never had anyone to share it with (even when I did, it was lame... plus one time I was on my mission) and I've never really felt "loved." I guess that comes from years and years of hate being pushed towards me for no reason. I never felt pretty or wanted, and sometimes I still feel the same way. Whenever I see a couple, especially on Vamlumtime's Day, I feel personally (emotionally, to be specific) "attacked" (yeah, ridiculous, I know). I feel so alone.

I really don't know what else to say... I just needed to write this out. Make it known, I guess.

Night ya'll.