Saturday, February 12, 2011

Vamlumtime's Day? Kay....

I need to rant...

I'm really not looking forward to V-Day. I have no problem with those who like Valentine's Day, but personally my aversion to it is that I've never had anyone to share it with (even when I did, it was lame... plus one time I was on my mission) and I've never really felt "loved." I guess that comes from years and years of hate being pushed towards me for no reason. I never felt pretty or wanted, and sometimes I still feel the same way. Whenever I see a couple, especially on Vamlumtime's Day, I feel personally (emotionally, to be specific) "attacked" (yeah, ridiculous, I know). I feel so alone.

I really don't know what else to say... I just needed to write this out. Make it known, I guess.

Night ya'll.


Friday, January 21, 2011

Wow. Totally forgot about this blog. Haha. Let's see what's been going on...

Basically, my sister-in-law had her baby and she's freaking ADORABLE. Seriously, I got to babysit once. It was definitely an adventure. XD

I'm back in school after some crazy stuff with a roommate. I don't know how I feel about it yet... But basically, I want to go to school for something else. :S Sucks, because I graduate from this program in like July or August. (Don't really know which one.) I'm going to finish it, don't worry. (MOM.) Plus it'll help me go through school for editing, which I REALLY want to do.

I've been sick the past few days... Well, really, since I moved back home. I've seriously had about a month's time at the most in the past four when I haven't been sick. I am so tired of it... I just wish it would go away and I could be healthy. Grrrr.

Anyway, that's it for updates right now. Haha. Boring, yeah.